Where is God?
Terrorism has finally hit home for me, when Hwei Yen was killed on Friday. I didn’t know her well, having met her only twice – once at Mike’s place, and the second at their wedding dinner. But I’d worked with Mike in church for a couple of years, and I knew that she had to be someone special because he was someone special himself. I remember being extremely envious at how much in love they were, how well they were doing in life, and how much they represented the kind of dream life I often wished I could have.
Which is why her death, and all the violence that surrounded it is so absolutely shocking to me.
I remember how I laughed it off when my friend told me about it on Thursday night, not fully appreciating the magnitude of the situation. The headlines on Friday made me change my mind, and even though the papers reported that she was fine, it prompted me to quickly send word out to mutual friends, encouraging them to pray. That was at noon.
Her body was found three hours later. She was 28.
I find myself asking the questions ‘Where is God? Why did He allow this?’ even though I know the answers. But knowing the answers doesn’t make me feel any less confused and stunned. What I do know is this – if I have ever been ignorant of the kind of evil that people are capable of, if I have ever downplayed the power the devil has over the lives of human beings, that ended with Hwei Yen’s death.
For if someone so innocent, so full of love and life could die so suddenly at the hands of others, then we, as Christians and as Catholics need to be all the more ready to fight this new face of evil, with more prayers, more hope and more love.






