Friday, 28th April 2006

Bring on the Hammer!

Posted by Petey @ 11:04 pm
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Now I don’t know what really constitutes “explicitly political”, so if the following post is deemed unsavoury by the powers-that-be, simply inform me via email at rock_of_god@yahoo.co.uk and I will gamely take it down. Disclaimer aside, here goes.

It’s time for Singapore to go to the polls again and I for one, am extremely grateful for the opportunity to vote. At the last polls in 2001 I was not eligible (being under 21 then), but if I had been, I imagine I would be rather miffed that I wouldn’t have voted anyway. The last time my family voted was in 1991, when we were still within Bedok GRC. Today, it’s been absorbed into East Coast GRC, which apparently includes Tekong and Ubin as well, go figure.

But I disgress. The point is this, thanks to the aspirations of a new breed of Workers’ Party members, almost 120,000 voters from East Coast GRC will be heading to the polls next Saturday, and I am one of them.

Now, admittedly, my family isn’t very politically inclined, in the sense that we don’t attend political rallies or meet the MPs at their walkabouts or the like. This is probably because at home, my dad is already the die-hard PAP supporter, who believes that no one else can achieve the standards set by Lee Kuan Yew and his successors. My mother, while less outspoken, innately believes that a walkover in a constituency saves everyone the trouble because “only those who want to vote for the opposition will complain”. I’ve yet to sound out my siblings.

Anyway, I count myself among those voters (a majority of whom are presumably from the post-independence generation) who campaign on grounds of ideology and not simply about the bread-and-butter issues. I believe the concept of democracy in Singapore is an ideal that few people care about – and this is because the voting system is severely skewed. It is a concept that several opposition members, notably Dr Chee Soon Juan, have been ranting on about. That is why I am glad that the PAP was not returned to power immediately on Nomination Day, because that will just prove the point.

No doubt, the PAP will return to power come Polling Day, but more importantly (and Mr Lee Hsien Loong himself has stressed this) it is the kind of Government that Singaporeans will vote in that matters. Forget the bread-and-butter issues for a week and prove to the electorate that their vote matters. Am I going to vote because I want a more balanced Government, with a healthy opposition presence? Or am I going to vote because my MPs have initiated yet another sequence of upgrading works – now giving us TWO lifts that service every floor, instead of just one.

Allow me to digress a little more and point out the whole irony in the situation. We have Singaporeans over in a certain SMC that do not have a single lift that operates on every floor of their flat… and yet here in Bedok we’re getting two lifts that go to every floor? Ridiculous. The whole concept of a carrot-and-stick election is abhorrent and I’m hoping that enough people in Bedok will see beyond the tons of carrots that they’re force-feeding us, and vote for a lawyer who has seen exactly what happens at the grassroots level and cannot stomach it.

Let’s do away with the carrots, let’s risk the stick… and bring on The Hammer.

Wednesday, 26th April 2006

How quickly they dissipate…

Posted by Petey @ 6:16 pm
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At the end of Sunday’s performance, I couldn’t be on a bigger high. The musical had gone well, all that effort had paid off and we had family and friends around us giving us support. Praises, which I believe were sincere, came fast and furious, and everyone had a good time. It was hard not to revel in the feeling. The night didn’t end there and despite a little hiccup in getting to our supper location (which turned out to be at Sin Hoi Sai opposite church), it was great to wind down after the whole day. Even if it ended with a rather disappointing race at San Marino. (*stupidFerrarigrumblegrumble*)

And yet, three days later… it’s gone. Replaced by the cursed seeds of self-pity.

The knowledge that I’m still innately capable of self-destruction is there. The fear that I can still make people uncomfortable with me is once again realised. I don’t choose to be this way, I tell myself, yet I don’t believe it either. To know that I can still be hurt, am still vulnerable, and despite not feeling particularly suicidal, am still prone to bouts of overdramatic thought… causes me to shiver uncontrollably. It seemed so promising, yet I was so aware that it was a fragile balance I controlled. But even the best intentions go awry, and once more, this became a crushing blow to my ego, one that negated the healing that may have taken place within the past months.

It is a scary sensation: The feeling of self-pity, and already now I can imagine the trauma I will suppress, only to unleash on the innocent and unsuspecting. This blog often served as an outlet for pain in the past, but nothing stings like the hurts from the present.

Tuesday, 18th April 2006

Case of the Missing Dead Guy

Posted by Petey @ 11:07 pm
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Never thought of advertising on my blog till I saw noel’s latest post, so here it is:

In the spirit of the Easter season, the youth of the Church of the Holy Family are putting up an Easter Musical this Sunday evening. I’m playing one of the smaller roles, but wouldn’t mind the support of my friends. The script is not original but the songs are (I composed my solo and the solo of another performer).

Sunday, 23rd April 2006, 7.30pm to 8.30pm, Main Church (Level 2)

So if you’re free this Sunday (especially if you live nearby my parish *hint hint*) drop by and spend an hour celebrating the Easter season with us! Details in the picture – click to enlarge.

Seeya there!

Wednesday, 12th April 2006

Funny how you see only what you want to hear…

Posted by Petey @ 12:48 am
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Tuesday, 04th April 2006

How do I love thee?

Posted by Petey @ 11:28 pm
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Let me count the ways…

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch: 11
Quality Time: 8
Words of Affirmation: 8
Receiving Gifts: 2
Acts of Service: 1

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EDIT: Thanks to Mel for the quiz! Sorry for not acknowledging it earlier. :)

I’m not sure how accurate this was, really, since the test seems to suggest that one has to imagine a significant other in order to do the test if one does not already exist. Anyway, people who know me know how much I appreciate people more than gifts. In fact, I tend to lose or misplace gifts without a second thought, but I’d like to think that I don’t treat people the same way. Not that I don’t want gifts from a loved one, of course… I just think that being able to hold a person and show my affection gives me much, much more satisfaction than buying gifts for her.

So now you know… if I buy gifts for you, it’s compensating for not being comfortable touching you (especially if you’re a guy or a girl who’s attached… *LOL*).

Ha Ha Funny So Laugh…

Posted by Petey @ 3:16 pm
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Believe it or not, there actually was someone I know (from the ACJC Choir) who had the whole phrase in the post title as his email address. Anyway, here’s the joke that I found insanely hilarious and that’s why it’s here.

A poor woman has twins and, unable to care for them financially, puts them up for adoption. One of them goes to a family in Brooklyn and is named “Jamal”. The other goes to a family in Madrid; they name him “Juan”. Years later, Juan sends a picture of himself to his birth mother. Upon receiving the picture, she tells her husband that she wishes for a picture of Jamal. Her practical husband responds, “They’re twins! If you’ve seen Juan, you’ve seen Jamal!”

Ramblings…

Posted by Petey @ 1:04 am
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I’m just gonna rattle off based on my experiences over the past couple of days. I’ve probably forgotten most of them, so I’ll take my time describing things. Here goes:

I’d just gotten back tonight from Noel’s place where 6 of us guys played our first game of DragonLance: the Boardgame, a gaming artifact (almost 2 decades old!) belonging to Noel that was unearthed last month. It had been a long while since I last encountered DragonLance, so it was fun to play Tanis Half-Elven and lead the Bronze Dragons against Lord Verminaard of the Red Dragonarmy (played by Leonard) and Kitiara of the Blue Dragonarmy (played by Raymond). Ironically though, it was Noel’s Lord Toede of the (inaccurately coloured) Green Dragonarmy who wiped my dragons out. In the end, Alex (the boy)’s Silver Dragons were victorious, obtaining the Dragonlance from the Citadel and returning relatively unscathed by it, though the uncharacteristically megalomaniac Lord Gunther of the Gold Dragons (played by Jason) pursued the Lance. All in all, it was a fun time and it was good to know that I now had other people who may be interested in games like Betrayal at the House on the Hill, Mall of Horror, Shadows over Camelot, and of course, Settlers of Cataan among other games.

We celebrated Alvin’s birthday on Friday night because I was busy on Saturday and he was busy on Sunday (his actual birthday) with his own activites. We ate at Marché, and typically ended up with the usual Rosti fare. I think it’s really nice to have certain “traditions” with people. Through the course of (in this case) eating the same food and (in my case) getting a .5L draught of Erdinger, I think we establish something among ourselves as a group. A fleeting thought hit me some time during that evening (I think it was due to a combination of the Greek Salad and the Garlic Butter condiment) that it would be really depressing if “The Gang” somehow moved apart. In many ways I don’t think we will since there’s just so much bonding between us over the years, but being a lot less naive than before, I know anything is possible. Ah well, but why think of that now, eh?



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